UGHHHHHHHHH. Have you ever liked someone and they don’t like you back? Yah, worse feeling. I sound obsessed, but I am not. I just like this dudeee or whatevs so we text each other EVERY DAY and what not, it’s just a friend thing I guess. But I find him attractive and I know for a fact he doesn’t like me… it’s just depressing. I feel like I were just skinny, he would like me or didn’t have curly hair. UGGGGGGHHHHH, I hate myself. I just wish I was a different person. Im fat, curly hair, brown eyed grossness…. ewwwww. I complain how I am fat, and then don’t do anything about it. Well that is going to change because I am tired of being ugly. I am going to be a lifeguard this year and I am going to be the only fat person at the pool. I am just sick and ew and blah. Tumblr is like my new diary haha. I like venting on here. 

Goodnight!